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Makin a list...
Posted:Nov 15, 2015 9:22 am
Last Updated:Mar 27, 2018 6:56 pm
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And checkin it twice
Goin to try to keep everything nice
List of blogs, thoughts, pondering, wishing, and daily fun...

The Fun Stuff - about me

On sex The kind of fg I need __ Sexy sounds he makes -- SomedaysConstant state of arousal -- Intimacy and the moment __ What kind of style __searching forThe other side to casual fwbs

Toys r'us Request to see my toys__New toys

My kinks: My master list for BDSM 2018
Alternative thinkin are you kink friendly update2016 __ Just a view into my kinks
Kinky search, for me and for you __The list __ My kinks bondage
Orgasm study__ Orgasm study__Kinky mind for me

My searches: not currently looking for anyone new.

Tongue Goes in First tonight__Squirty needs towels__Flirty Friday __Sinday morning and The list
another day done__Finding your MOJO
Sinday mornin __Seems I have __ confidence and attraction are they two different things
Photo time Male nude partial nude d15c
A post for some retrospect I suppose -- Trying to sleep -- Lustful thoughtsmind wanders at work

Virtual Symposium
1st time for the 12th VS International Intrigue -- 13th Virtual world and blogs -- 14th vs First dates
15th VS Black and White __ 16th vs Casual relationships __17th The First Time __18th VS Its a Secret&vs18its a secret__19thVS Its science time__20thVS My life as a __VS23 Dreams

Ponderings
Sexy saturdaypenis thoughts__ Adventures in dating land for tues__Mornin ladywood
Carpet service required__Sinday mornin well lunch time__Sex chat __Thirsty Thursday free time
world of words __ Logical right__Friday __ What kind of style
Strokin wat __Where o'where are you hiding


Just for daily FUN
Finally Friday__ Just another day in paradise __ Saturday free time
another chilly winter night j14n16 __ Sexy saturday night j3n16
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Photos
Posted:Aug 15, 2018 10:16 am
Last Updated:Aug 16, 2018 5:58 pm
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I like many of the photos I have posted over the , some where posted because I wanted to share, some where posted for a boost for my ego, and some where posted just so I could feel that shallow validation of being desired by someone.
In real life its not often I noticed, men have proven to me time and again they want conventionally attractive women....so online is the only place someone like me would be able to show that there's more to a woman than just a pretty face.
( sure the mgtow/mra are going to go "Ha! I knew it" at this point)

Being sexually explorative, well that's been around since my mid teens. Lol
Being open to kink, since my late teens.
The struggle to find partners, since my early teens. Lol

I not very photogenic so I don't have thousands of selfies. Lol
But I do keep my favorite photos in the vault.


That was one of the very first photos I posted online. It never got me much attention but I like it.
So when people go on n in about confidence is sexy, I know for fact they are still referring to attractive women, its just the nature of society, no amount of chest thumping will change peoples viewsof physical attractiveness.

As for photos, I am planning a photoshoot for this month so hoping there will be a photo or two to share with everyone.
So now, just trying to work out what I want to wear that is kink friendly.
I thinking of boudoir photos, but most of those require the face to be seen.


Anyway, sexy bloggers....
Rejection over photos is something not sure I will ever get over, it just doesn't sting as much anymore but still chips away at the confidence. Lol

Someone will say something nice about my sexy pics, shallow validation is fine today.

Ps, women don't have it as easy as you like to believe.
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Another tues...
Posted:Aug 14, 2018 4:01 pm
Last Updated:Aug 15, 2018 7:06 pm
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Lost in thought and wonder about a sex based industry that is starting to cater to women's desires.
Yes, sensual massage, tantric teachings, sex just how you desire, good company, a plus one for a public function... there are men available for women but the market is small, niche, inly available in large cities. Legalities also limit it.

But I'm glad I'm not the only one searching for a better experience!
Reading those artcles around women that pay for 'sex' gave me some hope that I will find those experiences one day!
Oh I know many will pipe up and say that any dic should be fine, obviously they haven't been a female meeting men for sex. Lol. When I am looking for passionate hot kinky sex that leaves me breathless and satiated I won't find that with some dude just humping away thinking about some hot chick he seen and wishing it wasn't me that he has to touch cos hes' tired of masturbating. (Intentional bad sentence).

But ya, it will take some time before more women start looking for the better experience. I have been searching for a very long time now, so finding good sex is not as easy as it sounds.



Dating or searching for dating/relationships is frustrating most times with most guys just looking for fun. The only way to find good sex is to find someone that actually likes you, but then you end up still frustrated for a host of other reasons. The only place to find men open to ongoing casual partners is on a paid dating site.......so ya still searching. Lol

The travel trips that more n more women are doing to find sex, romance, excitement, ... helps me understand that its not just me that can't find sex. Lol

Anyway, ramble for the day.
If it was that easy to find compatible partners then we wouldn't be sitting here masturbating.
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Moanday in the smog
Posted:Aug 13, 2018 11:33 am
Last Updated:Aug 15, 2018 6:56 am
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So spent sinday thinkin about cam time.
Roght now it looks like once a month, but needing that sexytime for some excitement.

At any rate I had to check if it was still photo worthy. Lol


The kink site didn't think it was that hot... but I think it still takes good pics.
Lol
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Sinday coffee in the badlands
Posted:Aug 12, 2018 10:11 am
Last Updated:Aug 15, 2018 11:13 am
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As with most of the province we are smoked in this morning, so its been a quiet morning on the farm and not even a peep out of the bids. Kinda eerie actually with no birds singing, but its one of those mornings where snuggling in bed would be ideal.

But alas,
I'm sitting here in my uber sexy joggers and socks (cos mozzies suck) watching the news while sipping my dark coffee.


Pondering breakfast and sex... no surprises there though
Sex that is, breakfast will be venison kielbasa and greek yogurt pancakes.

Solo time
I have learned to limit my masturbation and 'porn' viewing time, I am learning to rely more on my imagination instead of visual stimulation, and... well...
When I was rubbing one out this morning and even last night, it was a weird combination of being turned on and trying to remember what penetration by a real cock felt like. Dont get excited as I use a clit vibe for orgasms, I dont use dildos most times.
That also means that my fantasy is around basic penetration from someone that is actually friendly to me...yanno someone that doesnt have that look in thier eye that just sees me as a crunchy sock.
Someone that is actually excited and aroused to have sex with me - that is what my fap fodder is comprised of. Plus the thought crossedmy mind in mid fap "when was the last time I had hot morning sex"...almost killed the ladyboner but then thoughts of the last guy I did that with filled that void and voila orgasm. (It almost crossed my mind that I will end up with a stuck orgasm and have to spend the day pent up).

Occasionally I will think of mfm, but I know that turns most guys off so I try and limit how much I think of my personal fantasies.

So ya, it does make me a little sad that my fap time is so basic but it is what it is we can't all have the sex we desire. Lol, if we got the sex we desired then we wouldnt have to be online at all.

And then...
I had to chuckle at this photo, in the first comment, that I didn't notice the remote control on the bed. At least men understand size reference with remotes and beer cans. Lol

Enjoy the day sexy bloggers,
What is your go-to wank fodder?
Is it pretty standard stuff like FF porn, or strictly visual or just the sound, or what have you?
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Nut juice ๐Ÿค”
Posted:Aug 11, 2018 9:02 am
Last Updated:Aug 13, 2018 1:37 pm
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Just because you can't say it with a straight face...



We are smoked in here from the widfires and expecting more lightening today...

But in that mood where I want breakfast, or a nap, or run one out
Lol

Enjoy your day
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Quick ques about cams...
Posted:Aug 10, 2018 10:20 am
Last Updated:Aug 12, 2018 10:45 am
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It's been a long while since the last time I was able to cam on here, one of the big site upgrades kicked my profile off of the cam function and then my laptop died last . Lol. Plus searching for vanilla dude put the cam idea on the back burner for the time being.



But seeings how dating is a dead end for sexually compatible men and sex is few and far between... I am thinking about relying on cams to get my sexytime back into my life,

BUT

Is this site allowing regular women to cam or is it just hot young cam models now?
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Try again, motivational...
Posted:Aug 10, 2018 9:35 am
Last Updated:Aug 11, 2018 10:44 am
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Sounds easy enough.

Enjoy your Friday
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Choices ๐Ÿค”
Posted:Aug 9, 2018 9:07 am
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2018 9:14 am
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Considering men will only be open to ongoing if you meet him on a paid dating site; means I have to wait until they are open to meeting during the short fall window. Lol
And that window hasn't started yet.

Approaching men first hasn't worked at all.
Waiting for them to approach first means I could be waiting a long time, as men only approach attractive/young women. Lol

Kinda the dammed if you do, dammed if you don't.

Looking for men open to ongoing really shouldn't be this difficult, ... but I do suppose they have thier pick of women when it comes to ongoing.

Anyway it's going to be a hot one today.

I know I have asked before about if men are open to being called first for sex, I have asked how many would be open to ongoing sex partners... I have asked if you put the effort into the sex if she messaged first, do you even try to make it mutual pleasure if she called you for a bootycall... I have asked if you think less of women that don't need or want a fulltime relationship.... I have asked if you are ooen to chatting with less attractive women and not just the 10's.....

I see so much hate out there right now, I really wonder what's to become of social interactions between men and women. Its pretty difficult to talk to men in real life, but then I learned to just go with 'if hes chatting with me it means hes married/attached'. Lol

So sexy bloggers,
Are you still sociable in real life?
Chatting with people in general and not just hot chicks.
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Covered photos. ๐Ÿค”
Posted:Aug 8, 2018 2:01 pm
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2018 9:38 am
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Yep... I do chuckle when I see those kind of profile photos.

Though, I do cover my face on most of my pics, but its the thought that they can't directly see my face and associate me with whatever site. Lol
Like the alien face I used a few weeks ago.

But its a good hump day chuckle!

Still searching, but it's getting closer to when men are more open to meeting in real life (more because he's hoping to line his holes up for the winter).

Enjoy your day
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New toy ๐Ÿ˜ƒ
Posted:Aug 6, 2018 9:42 am
Last Updated:Aug 8, 2018 8:37 am
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So I checked out the lelo toy site the other day and they have a new toy that I really want. Lol
They make good quality silicone toys with great vibe action.

Anyway, this particular toy is only available as a part of a set, currently limited edition.... so I have to wait until its available individually.

But ya excited about the shape of the toy and knowing that lelo has a good vibe means I may not need another set of hands for squirting orgasms! That way I don't need to bother showing a new vanilla guy how to give me orgasms, that would make dating easier. Lol

Ah... the small things in life make me smile.
Now I'm craving orgasms and another 6 hrs to go before home time.

I will stop at the adult store to see if they have a display model of that toy before I drop another few hundred on a toy. With my toys going from 75 to 300 I do try and limit how much I spend on them.
I have bought some expensive ones and didn't like them at all, so now I try and see if the stores carry it before i buy online. A bad toy is like a disappointing date. Lol!

Anyway, the toys have definitely come a long way in the last 20 yrs. I love the rechargeable ones and the silicone ones, especially once you understand how toxic some of the materials are for the body you learn to spend the money on quality.

Sexy bloggers,
How was your weekend?
Do anything exciting? Or just laid back?

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Sinday coffee
Posted:Aug 5, 2018 9:27 am
Last Updated:Aug 8, 2018 9:11 pm
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Sinday in the middle of no where, the heat is coming back around for its last scorching kick before fall time.
The season for meeting won't really start anytime soon, something like middle of sept till end of oct, then men get cold feet till after V day in the spring. So still searching around the dating sites looking for those open to ongoing, sex, and hopefully kinky fun.

But in the meantime I entertain myself with the occasional pic. Lol


"Flash me" he asked, a friend wants bewb pics.
The only flirty action I get, but he was a casual partner for a few years so won't judge me or be rude about it.

I do need to take new kink based photos but more wary about it because I vanilla guys are hella judgemental, so they will be less about sex and more about showing off other things. But then I will keep all those photos hidden away from him anyway. Lol. Lets just say lesson learned about showing men my sexy photos and kink pfofile.

Anyway, still deciding on breakfast which is quickly turing into brunch.
Craving steak n eggs, but the meat is still frozen, so maybe crepes instead.

So flash you with my first comment.

Enjoy your day.
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