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Wishing you were here...
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Posted:Dec 9, 2019 11:15 pm
Last Updated:Dec 10, 2019 8:44 am 159 Views
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Gentle and low, your voice awakens
I feel your arms around , cradling close,
kisses grazing my neck, trailing down my spine.
Shivering with need and anticipation my body aches for you.
Touches and kisses now falling like rain, burning with desire and want,
feeling your touch like a brand, burning deep with your passion.
I am quickly lost in your touch, your lips on mine, your desire that fans mine to distraction. Touching most intimately I moan in anticipation of things to come, then groan at their retreat.
Teasing touches dive my distraction to new heights,
your lips and tongue mapping my body,
brushing against me your body brings on irresistible wanton desire.
Caressing your body as you slowly drive me over the edge with lips and tongue.
Tasting me as you kiss me and start exploring my body in other ways, so soft yet strong and deep you go,
rocking into me in time with my cries pleading for more.
Quicker and harder you crash into me my cries becoming wordless shouts .
Bodies shaking from release, trembling, collapsing to the bed in exhausted bliss.
My Dream of us... I wait on its realization.
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Depressed again
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Posted:Dec 7, 2019 11:24 pm
Last Updated:Dec 9, 2019 5:55 am 139 Views
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I'm depressed again, is something pretty at.
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Holiday Memories, new traditions
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Posted:Nov 23, 2019 9:34 pm
Last Updated:Nov 26, 2019 6:43 pm 612 Views
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his favorite image of
he put the smile on face
I am exhausted. Fir the first time in weeks, I broke down tonight. I was in talking friends and people i don't know discussing Christmas decoration, and I just started bawling. Luckily boyfriend was available through IM and i was able quickly go into BRB and go talk to him there. I then told him i was crying. He then did something no has done before. He just spoke with . Giving just what I needed a shoulder cry on. And he let cry. He was not physically there but he almost might as well have been.
I haven't broken down about the holidays before now. mom having passed about 6 years ago.I had a tough enough time dealing without her in near daily life. Luckily I live by myself and do not have the room hold many decorations, otherwise this might have come sooner and broken me for good.
I honestly haven't been so happy as I have been for the last 3 weeks. Each day is a wonder of waking and wondering how I got so lucky. I have never in life felt so less alone or isolated. Even tonight I didn't feel alone. perhaps that is why it finally . I was "safe" enough realize more of the loss I suffered when mother passed away.
I spoke with Scott in IM for half an hour. Then still exhausted I went back chatting. I did that because I think I have gotten myself use it. Show no real weakness because no ever seemed know how deal or help when I was crying.
I had also missed bf for most of the day due many other things we didn't get a chance talk like we had been. This tri NY is going be a little rough for us both since I will not be able talk him like we are both use . over the last few weeks I have wished he was here hold , make love and just be able touch each other. But tonight i desperately longed for him to be able to hold close.
I am looking forward the time we can hold each other.
I haven't been able sleep yet. I went and layed down hopefully fall asleep and I could not. between nose being stuffed up and weirdly not clearing up and the slight infection on thigh (which is painful the touch) I just can't sleep.
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Surprisingly sweet.
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Posted:Nov 9, 2019 9:18 am
Last Updated:Nov 25, 2019 8:16 am 836 Views
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So Its been a few days and I have been chatting daily with my now former FWB, I say former because all three of us decided o upgrade the relationship. He is now my Boy Friend. I will be soon changing my profile like his to reflect that. I will still entertain gentlemen who are sweet and kind and tickle my fancy. He only asks that I don't get hurt.
To understand my depth of feeling on this matter here are some facts:
1. I am 46 years old
2. I have never been married
3. I have not had a bo friend in 21 years
4. I have only fallen in love one other time in those 21 years.
Now perhaps you begin to see that I don't generally "fall in love" with just anyone and I certainly don't usually make rash decisions and jump without looking. I was completely astonished and taken by surprise by him. I had not even looked at his profile when I started talking to him on fb im. We were "introduced" by a mutual friend. I was told that he was a good person to talk to that would not judge you, would listen and do his best to just be there.
I needed that badly. So I decided to IM him and start talking to him. Speaking with him was different right off the bat. He wasn't disrespectful, he didn't pester me for naughty pics or anything else. I began to talk to him about my problems .... and talked, and talked. For close to 7 hours. He helped me deal with some things and helped me some more to keep awake long enough to set up some docs visits that I had been putting off.
I think we were both astonished to discover that we had become very good friends over the 8 to 10 hours we conversed and got to know each other. I really gave him my complete trust that day as i think I told him everything about myself. I had never done that with anyone before. They "knew" most of my life, but it was in ways that didn't make impressions on them.
He asked me to be his FWb for life. I agreed. He was already a very close friend and I had no issues with giving him benefits at all. He explained he also had a gf and that his gf was a person who would share.
The next day, he mentioned talking to her and telling her about me. Then he told me who his gf was and I was delighted because I loved talking to her. She was already a "sister" and this just made her more so.
It has since then continued to evolve, our relationship I mean, between me and him and me and Her. I love them both dearly and never thought I would discover something like such close friends and loves.
I am going to stop here for now and just take a break. Will come back and talk more later.
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Sweetness and light.
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Posted:Nov 6, 2019 11:20 am
Last Updated:Nov 25, 2019 7:03 am 960 Views
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I wanted to write here first, to let my friends know that I have gotten to know and someone has gotten to know me very well. I talk to him daily and he makes sure I am looked after. He enjoys my honesty and forthright speech I will not be doing much in the way of looking. I am still open to other folks, both fb's and a possible SO though this gentleman and his Lady both could qualify. The main point is that I trust them. They in turn trust me. This is something I haven't been able to achieve with anyone else so far, though I have come close. They don't judge me. I mean that honestly. everyone I've spoken to generally finds something not happy making about me or others that I care for. They haven't. He has the time and the inclination to spend with me, making sure I know I am loved and cared for.
Sadly I need a good deal of that from time to time. But regardless, I am happy that things are turning out the way they are.
Y'all have a good one. Be sweet!
Kelli
p.s. Just so some of the folks I know and talk to here. I am sorry that if you are interested you have not spoken up before this.
I wait, I let y'all take the lead. It's your choices that determine the way things go. If you want to know, ask me. If you want more, then you need to ask me. If my affections and love are what you seek, then make a concentrated effort. I am not unapproachable.
This site is built on discretion. However it is up to you to decide how far you want a relationship to go. You have to make an effort to get anything out of a relationship. Nothing for nothing or something for something. It's up to you to decide what you will give to get what you want.
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New Computer peripherals
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Posted:Nov 4, 2019 8:31 am
Last Updated:Nov 15, 2019 8:33 pm 861 Views
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So yesterday after getting completely tired of my keys not depressing like they are suppose to on my old keyboard, I decided to a new mouse and keyboard. They showed up around am here and sadly I couldn't get them to work. Turns out the battery instructions were backwards from the normal, so I had the batteries inserted backwards.  lolol
Needless to say I am a happy camper now with some nice new toys. This new keyboard and mouse combo is low profile and power saving which will be nice. not that my last ones ate batteries or anything.
WOW!!!
I have hardly any typos currently. It afreakingmazing!
Anyhow. I have more to say on another subject later. Hope y'all are having a good day and having all your dreams come true.
Love ya!
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New stuff
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Posted:Nov 3, 2019 9:28 pm
Last Updated:Dec 12, 2019 5:53 am 856 Views
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Well, I am suppose to be getting a new keyboard and wireless mouse combo sometime later today. I am really looking forward to it. This one is really old and the keys sometimes won't depress properly. Guess I really won't have a good excuse for my typos anymore . Had a lovely mood swing after a whole week of being in good spirits. I really dislike crying for no reason. I am also ultra tired. SO I think I will hear off to sleep.
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Walking
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Posted:Oct 31, 2019 7:17 am
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2019 9:54 pm 950 Views
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I did 1300 steps or so for my morning walk. Plus I did .69 miles.
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Picture mermaid skirt and heels
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Posted:Oct 30, 2019 2:33 pm
Last Updated:Nov 3, 2019 6:36 am 1017 Views
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Picture will be up on profile in a few hours, but thought I might tease a few gents in the mean time.
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