Can a bad person, turn out to be good? Can a person redeem themselves? Maybe, I had a uncle who was a son of a bitch. He was abusive to my aunt, wasn't a good father. On some payday he would gamble his check and lose all his money , and my aunt wouldn't see him for several day. My aunt had to pay all the bills. My aunt must have really loved this man! She had four kids with him, and never filed for divorce. She was his rock when he was down and out, she always took him back when he left, and when he was sick she nursed him back to health. There was one time he admitted that he didn't deserve such a loving woman. Years later she died, and he inherited everything she owned, two cars, a little money and a house, along with the life insurance policy. Family members was upset, and thought he shouldn't have gotten anything. Later in years, my dad died. He was a good man, good father and everyone loved him. He was 6yrs younger than my uncle. I was upset, why would God take a good man and let a horrible man remain alive? I look at life as unfair, I was hurt. But as time passed by, my uncle started to change. He gave up drinking, cussing, and started to go to church once in a while. His child, my cousin moved in with him. He tried to reach out to the other children, but my oldest cousin refused to acknowledge him. His health start to deteriorate, so my cousin was there to take care of her dad. At times, I talked to other family members and they said he did 180 degree turned. I couldn't believe it, with in a year he died. Then I thought about it, my dad was a good man, and did all he had to do so god took him, and my uncle was spared and given a chance to redeem himself. It took much longer for my uncle, compared to my dad. So the question is? Can we be redeem? Maybe if we live long enough, we can!
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"I just don't understand"?
Posted:Aug 23, 2019 5:22 pm
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2019 11:47 pm
I have a friend, I known for many years. This guy is a big Dog! Kind of like a St. Bernard. He's messing with 4 women a time, if a lady he messes with want to move on, he's not going to lose sleep night or blink and eye. There are a few that always come running back to him. Recently there was a woman from my past. I start seeing her again.

She told me about this guy she dated, it been 7 years since we got together. She talked about her ex like he had a tail, and she slander him in many ways. We went to a movie, she said, she not really fond of movies. I mentioned concerts, she said, that's not her bag either. She live to to exotic places, some of my budget. But I mentioned about road trips, and see a some sites, she said, she's ok with that.

Every time we talked, I had to her. I would , hours later I might get a response. Or maybe the next . Even when I texted too. I wanted to be a good man to her, but doing all the chasing, and she's not allowing to catch her. I talked to a few women, and they told me not to anymore. If she's interested, she'll . Well, I got my answer, she' not interested!

She posted a picture on , with her ex. The same Mutherfucker she talk shit about. Then a couple of later, she posted another picture on . Her a Mary J. Bliege concert. She told concert's not her bag. Maybe I should had been a no good rascal too? Same with my buddy who's a dog, women love that, I guess? why would a person go back to the same person who did them wrong?

For this, I got one thing to say, and that is, "I just don't understand"?

More humor.
Posted:Aug 23, 2019 10:00 am
Last Updated:Aug 23, 2019 5:45 pm
There's a rumor, that is you can get someone to smile, you might make their day, but if you can make them laugh, they whole outcome might be better. So why not some humor?

"Positive thinking".
Posted:Aug 18, 2019 8:05 am
Last Updated:Aug 20, 2019 9:15 pm
There was times, when I was in a bad situation. I gave up and lost a great opportunities in life. I was scared, and didn't have a plan make things better, so I lost! way of thinking wasn't right, I always ran and hide, instead of crating a strategy. I also did it again. A opportunity came up, and I throw in the hat, and got pulled.

For it didn't, I figured it would had been time go. I had no plan "B", hell I didn't even have a plan "A". But I got lucky! I know now, mindset must change too. I did to let them know, they did the right thing for saving a "Wretch like me". For I lost hope, but someone act of kindness, transformed me in a better person. Every day, I'm so blessed, I got a better chance on life. Something, then even make future better.

Think positive, don't give up or give in. There's always hope. Remember there's a solution for every problem, sometimes we just got figured what it is! So today, be encouraging , and think positive, your be surprised how great you day would become! Also, a simple act of kindness, always transform other's to have "Positive Thinking".

"Good morning".
Posted:Aug 16, 2019 4:00 am
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2019 8:28 am
In life there are changes, when they happen for the first it's scary, but after initial day. Then it would be like riding a bike. Just want all the blogger have a good day. The best way to make someone have a good day is. Tell them "Good morning". You'll be surprised how their day would change for the better.

"Black Snake Moan"!
Posted:Aug 15, 2019 5:42 pm
Last Updated:Aug 17, 2019 7:48 pm
from Va, not too far from Washington DC. To DC stand for "Dark Country". I swear it's 80% black that time. So I only been intimate with the sisters. I join the Air Force and came to NM. I was a rarity here. Late 70s early 80s, there might had been black in the whole state! I was one of them But this end of being a good thing! There are some Hispanic woman, Indian and white that love them some chocolate. I love all women.

like Captain Kirk on Star Trek. I seen him kiss a Green woman. Kirk didn't give a fuck! There was a episode he kissed Uhura. It was the first interracial kiss on TV. Kirk's a bad Mutherfucker! Sidney Poitier did a movie called. "Guess who's coming to dinner"? This white come to visit her parent and she bring Sidney's black ass home. In the 70's there was movie called "Mandingo". Whiteman messing with the black slave woman. While a slave dicking his wife in the bedroom.

Unfortunately, he got killed. Back in the , Wesley Snipes did a movie called "Jungle fever". He was married and having an affair with an Italian woman. To me , all women are beautiful, I love all flavors. There are some woman I got with, because they heard the stereotype about black men. I Admit! My dick not as big as Godzilla's dick! Godzilla got me. There are a few flavor that love some chocolate. There was a movie a while back. Called "Black Snake Moan". I seen the picture, I thought it was a porn.

A black man, played by Samuel L. Jackson, and a white , played by Christina Ricci. That old ass man, got a chain around this white . I shit you not! not going to chain anyone! But if there's a woman other there that want the black experiences, contact ! I'll be your, "Black Snake Moan"!

"In the mood".
Posted:Aug 15, 2019 5:37 am
Last Updated:Aug 15, 2019 10:32 am
Sometimes we wake up and we just not quote in the mood yet. I had a lady friend that came by once in a while. We do our thing! But when it was time for round 4, and I needed a helping hand. I get her to walk around the room, and I watch that round, big ass of her and my dick get hard ! It got so hard one day, I could had broken a diamond with it. Not sure what get you in the mood, but here is some quotes that might get you started!

"The right choice"?
Posted:Aug 12, 2019 3:26 pm
Last Updated:Aug 13, 2019 5:10 pm
In life we have our regrets. I had a few in life. I figured life could had been better. In 2003, was in the National guard, we was at a dinner and the commander go across the way and reenlist. For contract was going exp next month. if I sign up for 6 more year, I could get a $2500 bonus. Wow, that would be nice. I got tired of wearing that uniform and I got and never came back in. I could had gotten a check the rest of life, when I was 60.

In 2001, I got associated degree, I was happy. was hard, and stressful. I wasn't a "A" or "B" student, I was mainly "C" with few "B". So I didn't go after BA.I was talking a friend, I known for 27 years. He was talking about his choices he made in his life. he said something I said a million times. "What if". At time, I figured if make different choices life would better.. I told friend, that we both think we make the wrong choice.

I told him, "What if what we did wasn't the wrong choice"? He said, "What". I said, "What if what happen in our lives supposed to happened". What if , the choices that we choose was "The right choice"? I told him to think about it. Because, we don't know the unknown, but we know the now.

"Don't worry be happy"!
Posted:Aug 11, 2019 2:30 pm
Last Updated:Aug 12, 2019 9:25 am
I'm a man who worried about things. First thing in the morning I worried about what lies ahead, what going to happen today at work. At work, many of us have a schedule for a month of so on what they going to do, while other's fit in on what needed. If someone on vacation or someone call in sick, there are few floaters. What I do is float. "Float on baby". A few jobs here, I don't really care for.

You got old men doing young men work. Without a degree, these are the jobs we got to take. I'm not lazy, but I'm not real healthy. So, one day, I decided to pray, and ask God for a good day. Eureka! It works. I don't fear going into work anymore, no matter what I do, seem like things works out. I don't have to bring work home anymore. I leave work at work, and when I get home, I focus on home, my time off.

I work with a woman, who stress about the job. She always wondering what other worker are doing, and get mad if no ones work as hard as her. I told her, "Who care what they doing"? This is just a job! A place when we spend 8 to 9 hours a day, to our bills. We just give our 100%, and we go home. Then we live our lives to the fullest. For we only has one life. When it's over, it's over! No 9 lives like a cat.

I knew people who worried and stress, they didn't live long lives. Seem like they was always miserable! I can't worry about something I have no control of. What going to happen, is going to happen! So relax. and just do this simple thing. "Don't worry be happy"!

"Fool's Gold"!
Posted:Aug 10, 2019 1:43 pm
Last Updated:Aug 11, 2019 7:08 am
We all want , we need it survive and bills. Sometimes when we have , we try figured a way make more. Every year I go ass Arizona! But when I go it's December and it's not , but cool. I get with some friends, and I watch my favorite NBA team, the Phoenix Suns . So I purchase the tickets me an my friend, that already live in Arizona.

Last year the Suns was going the Lakers. So me, this is a must game. The Lakers have a player you might know, named LeBron James. So I figured I would purchased a other tickets in another area. Ones that I can and make some . I saw in area, so I purchased them. Tickets was expensive, but I figured I would make a profit.

So a of days later, there was more seats next the seats, I purchased. So I got greedy,. No, I got stupid and purchased the other tickets. The tickets was $500 ea. I was hope I can make $0 profit on each ticket. So I put the tickets on the site that I purchased them on. So after a few day, more tickets came available. There was some tickets, rows closer and from $70 $0 cheaper than what I paid.

Later, I found every event. There are vendor that buy all the tickets every event. They re-sale them on Stub-hub or Ticketmaster. When you buy them you already paying 50% or more than what the vendors paid them. Then you either have take a big loss or not sale them. Lesson learned, if you thing you going make a lot of on reselling event tickets, you wont! That's just "Fool's Gold"!

"Saturday fun"
Posted:Aug 10, 2019 8:15 am
Last Updated:Aug 18, 2019 8:48 pm
The weekend is here, time to take your mind off your 9 to 5 and have fun!

Posted:Aug 9, 2019 1:50 pm
Last Updated:Aug 10, 2019 6:53 am
George Benson said "Everything must change". While Sheryl Crow said, "A change would do you good"! From the time we are born to the we die. There might be thousands of changes in your lives. From being breastfed to drinking a bottle. From crawling to walking. From wearing diapers to underwear. This is when grow in life, to advance to the next level.

Years ago, through a friend, I met another friend. This guy was down on his luck, and a few people decided to help him . He said all the right thing, and we believed in him. I figured with 6 months his situation would get better. So years later from the time, I met him. His situation hadn't changed. Only thing that changed was now he's homeless, instead of living with someone.

I knew some people that was in a rut. they do minimum effort to make things better. They hustle on the streets and beg , borrow and steal. How can they have a future, if they can't change their present? But to me , what would be awesome. To see one of them. Whether him or her, working and off the drugs or alcohol. If, they not only have a job, but their own place.

In my mind, they would tell me how good they are doing, and everything changed! I would hug her, or shake his hand, and with teary eyes. I would say to them, in a proud voice. I would say. "My! so proud on how much you had changed"!

"Quotes of the day".
Posted:Aug 9, 2019 8:06 am
Last Updated:Aug 9, 2019 8:23 pm
Here's a few quotes to get you in a sensual, sexual mode for the weekend.

"A matter of trust".
Posted:Aug 3, 2019 12:41 pm
Last Updated:Aug 6, 2019 4:35 am
Can I trust you? Do you have my best interest? if I fall would you catch me or break my fall? I can depend on you, right? Can I? If I tell you my darkest secrets, would you keep them to yourself or share them with the world? Would be the only two who knows? One thing about life, we can't trust everyone. Some of the closest friends, I knew most of my life. There are my friends, but I know I can't trust them

Many people are like reporter, they love a good story, and can't wait to spread the news! I guess once in a while, I fell in that category too. By doing that, that person can't trust me anymore. I understand! I hoped I got better in being trusted. If I want trust, I need to be trustworthy too! It's easy to spread rumors and start gossips. I see it all the time and I'm not a big fan of it.

Speaking of trust, I knew a few people who had failed businesses, because they had the wrong people on their side. If a person do me wrong and tell me, I might give them another chance. But if a person lie and deny, all bets are off! But as I do my homework on you. Evaluate you and make sure your worthy of my trust. You should do the same with me!

Do you homework, evaluated me. make sure I'm worthy. Because there might be something about me, that you don't trust! Make sure, I'm trustworthy too!


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